First day back to work

This is my first day back in the office and Mia's first day with her sitter. Let me just go ahead and say THIS SUCKS! I cried all morning. I cried when I was nursing her. I cried when I was wrapping her up and putting her in the carseat. I cried when she smiled at me in her sleep. I cried when I watched her daddy carrying her to the truck. I cried as they drove off. I cried while making my coffee. I cried in the shower. I cried on the drive to work. Deep down I know I will be okay and things will eventually feel less horrible but this first day is going to be pure torture for me!